Letters to Katastrophiena # 3

Kenneth

what

did you notice anything today

yeah

what did you notice?

tabasco sauce.

and where is tabasco sauce made?

i'm not going to answer that.

yes you are

louisiana

remember that.

anyway. I usually eat my burritos with sweet and sour sauce.

yeah, that bothers me.

why do you care?

i don't.

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Right now I'm not feeling unhappy, or angry, or manic, or anxious, or worried. I'm kind of centered right now and this is kind of nice.

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I've been up for about 2 hours, or what feels like 2 hours, it's actually only been an hour and a half, but it feels like I haven't done anything. I tidied up, and took a shower and did some grooming and laundry, these don't always feel like real accomplishments, but they are things that need to be done, and I honestly want to spend more time, I want to dedicate more time to looking good. or at least looking like I actually put in time to. look more or less. I think I want to look like I put some thought into it, and I put some effort into it, but not in a way that's extremely high-maintenance or anything and in a way that's clearly not high-maintenance.

Maybe to put it another way. I want to look very nice in a way that is very efficient and also looks very efficient. One issue I'm having right now is actually. Pants.

So many emails and I'm really nobody notable.

Anyway, pants. I kind of want to have a 2 week supply of pants, but I'm not sure I really need that many. It's just that some times. I don't really need 14 pairs of pants, It's just sometimes I don't always have the time to do laundry every week.

I guess what I want in a pair of pants is a shorter inseam and more of a taper, without it being a slim fit. The length of the inseam isn't something I worried about when I wore boots, but I don't really wear boots that much anymore so the inseam matters.

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My class starts tomorrow. There are still a few things that I need to set up, or check in with. I think that I've done most of that, but I think I should go over it again. 

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