Letters to Katastrophiena # 2

It's midnight, lunchtime, and I feel kind of unhappy. There is a brick inside my chest. A stack of bricks. I don't know what causes this. It oscillates. My mood oscillates from irritated to unhappy. Over and over. Sad to grouchy and grouchy to sad and over and over and I have no idea why.

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I didn't get much sleep this morning. I was busy setting up the new domain and emails for it and doing a little writing that I found that it was noon before I even got a chance to lay down and rest. So I'm at six hours of sleep for the day which is a lot less than usual but I'll see how this goes.

The fact that I had so many energy drinks the day before may have also played into it as well. It's hot. Really hot, and it's hot enough that the AC in my car accomplishes almost nothing when it's running. I don't remember it being this hot the last time I was in Vegas five years ago.

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