Valentine's Day in October

but what

is there

to do now

that you are bored

and what

can you tell me

now that you

have nothing

else to say

and try sending

me a candy bar

and try sending me

a chocolate

bar and

try sending me a greeting

card and try sending

me something romantic

and try sending me something

that I might like

and try sending me

something that might have

meaning to you

and try telling me

something

try telling my something

that I didn't know before

and try saying

something to me

that would

flatter me

and try flattering me

try getting me to

get interested in you

and try getting me to

want to see what

you are having

for a snack

and what fruits are out

of season.

you know what my favorite color is!

and you know what color

your favorite color is

and you know who my favorite person

is and you know who 

your favorite person is!

and this is what I've been wanting

you to say to me this

entire time and you

just haven't come around to

saying it to me.

you really

can't tell me

that everything

is bad right now

because I know

that you're happy

you can't tell me that you

are unhappy because

I know what you like

and I know what 

makes

you 

happy and

I know what pleases

you and I am aware

of your likes and

dislikes.

Some

of the things

that you like are

kind of odd

and

some of the things

you like

are kind of strange

and some of the things

you like are

acquired tastes

and some of the

problems that

you get yourself

into over and

over are things

that you could

refrain from

getting yourself

into.

i had no idea

that someone had

a crush

on you

and i had no idea

someone was somewhat

obsessed

with you and i had

no idea that the feelings

were true and genuine

and i had no idea

that someone would

ever be attracted

to you and i had

no idea that jealousy

was an issue

that you would

have to deal with

she really liked you

and

you didn't realize it

and

you seemed to think

that

everything was not

what

it seemed and you seemed

to

imagine that you were

in 

control when really you

were

something of a puppet

do you like being

back there do you

like being back where

you were and did

you like visiting other

parts of the country

and did you like seeing

places that you've never

seen before and do you

remember what it was

like to be here and do

you think that you'll

ever do that again

and do you think that

you will ever do that

again 

and do you feel

that the rest is more

interesting and do you

think that the rest

of the world is rounder

but I'm not sure if I ran into

you at the Pizza Parlor and

you pointed out to me that the

toppings are beneath the cheese

or if the cheese is placed on top

of the toppings the bartender

asked me to leave and I'm 

really not sure why

i don't know if it's because i missed

you when i most definitely should have

noticed you and 

i don't know if i missed you when

i kind of set myself on a different path

and i don't know what the hell was

going on there

and i don't know if I forgot to

wash my hands before eating

and the

pizza seemed to arrive sooner

than i expected.

she actually really liked

you and it's obvious

that you really cared about

her even though she was

obviously a trouble maker

and she clearly would 

make life difficult for you

if she didn't get what she

wanted from you and now

you are out of college and

now you are lonely and now

you have to start all over again

an update to how things

are going right now. again

it seems I'm being demonetized

for something on my blog. I'm

getting rid of the suspected content

but there really wasn't anything

specific pointed out. and so

I'm going around deleting what

could be offensive.

it was weird. before i left she

came over and asked me to

take her out for dinner, and

i had been wanting to take her

out for dinner for a while. we

went out a few times. i don't 

think that she really liked me.

maybe she did, but i always

felt that she felt that she had

a better option, or that she liked

someone else more. sometimes

i'd be somewhere in the neighborhood

and then BANG she was there too.

we went to dinner. she came over

and asked me to take her out

to dinner, and we got into kind of

an argument when we were there.

and now the Nevada DMV website

is down, it's actually down and the

whole department is actually taking

time off until the issue is resolved.

so, even if I new what documents to

bring to a walk-in, i couldn't even

go if i wanted to because the offices

are closed.

i'm spending additional time cleaning up things here and

it just never seems to end there are so many

dirty things here that are not appropriate for the rules. the

rules

say that this stuff is not

okay

it is not okay to have yourself saying

and writing what you are saying and writing about

i went all the way across

town to go to a buffet called

imperial sushi and seafood.

it was a long drive. the food

was really nice, and, for 36

bucks it was worth the money,

but the drive was a nightmare.

maybe i just haven't ever been 

used to rush hour traffic. I don't

know why.

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