Notes from Arlington, Texas # 38

One possible nightmare is that it might not be necessary for to really target huge population centers to create a lot of havoc, key logistical infrastructure, telecommunications infrastructure, energy and electricity infrastructure, food infrastructure and transport infrastructure. He doesn't have to create very many casualties to create a lot of collateral damage.

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The other nightmare that I had happened a few days before the shooting in Buffalo, New York. I was having nightmares of people in SWAT or Special Forces gear. 

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Nightmares on Sanford Street.
There is an actual Elm Street 
in the area, I think that I used
to pass it on my way to work,
taking the side streets.

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Like, Vladimir Putin might just target off-shore drilling sites and pipeline infrastructure, and he might not use armaments to do so. He might not use conventional weapons. Consider that his background before entering politics was working for the Russian intelligence agency. He might just send in saboteurs to wreak havoc.

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Other nightmares. Well
I had this thought that Vladimir Putin 
was behind the violence in Buffalo, NY
and the reason being is that
he did mention Nukes over New York City,
and 
Vladimir Putin might just be using the word
Nukes
to mean 
Weapons of Mass Destruction
and
I was thinking that the violence in Buffalo, NY
could spiral into mass civil unrest
and I think that
mass civil unrest
is a kind of
Weapon of Mass Destruction.
fomenting unrest
and
inciting a revolt 
are tools that he might be attempting to use

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indefinite hiatus day 3

this is an email i received through the blogger contact form.

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Yo, quit being a simp. She isn't going to give you a reply just for
mailing her a 900 dollar ring. You're wasting your time and money over
love that does not exist. She already moved on and is already focusing on
her career and social life. Women themselves are flawed and are not that
perfect themselves just like us. I'm concerned for your mental health
because it seems that you're OBSESSED with her and its not a good thing.
You think I don't understand anything about love but I have tried it and it
didn't work out. That girl tries to get my hopes high but it ultimately
fails when she doesnt give me attention during our causal date while at the
same time working (yes, it was badly planned out). I had to move on
because it was a waste of time for me. I hope you learn to move on and do
good for yourself. Otherwise, you're gonna learn the hard way. I wish you
the best in life. If not, then you're gonna go down the rabbit hole.

Regards,

Jonathan Price

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Just reading though the old blog posts. These are things that I don't always want to remember. So irritated.

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Sunday, July 26, 2020

Yeah, this blog is on indefinite hiatus.
Yeah, this blog is on indefinite hiatus.
All subsequent posts will be referred to as the indefinite hiatus series.

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Monday, July 27, 2020

indefinite hiatus day 1
sometimes it's real or isn't real. i think that for this series, i'm going to type in all lowercase letters. this is the first day of my indefinite hiatus.

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Monday, July 27, 2020

indefinite hiatus day 2
today was a kind of a normal day i guess. i'm tired. sometimes i need to smoke, and i go outside, and someone is always there. or arrives shortly after i arrive. what is the hiatus? i think that a hiatus is when something is delayed.
whatever i'm waiting for. i still seem to be waiting for it.
i also have to remember to buy sneakers. i already have shoes and boots, but i think that i have boots that would actually meet the specifications listed in the job description, so i may be able to wear those if my boots don't arrive. i might need to start shopping now actually.
or, to put it another way, i may need to actually start shopping now.

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i'm super tired. what i think is. it's getting hot again. i think i need to just stay inside. i think it's the actual sun that is actually burning me right now. so tired.

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I did think about her the other day. but. I didn't want to. I don't.
I really don't know what to think.
I don't know what to say.
Sometimes I wonder.
I don't know. I'm still unhappy about a lot of things.

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I don't know. One thing about the Buffalo, New York incident is that 
this might spill over into something similar to the civil unrest during the
beginning of the COVID-19 pandemic, the riots and the insurrections.
This could end up being a nightmare. I'm afraid. I don't know. I was
hoping that things would get better, but who knows.

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I'm stressed out. I feel like things
are more difficult than they should be.
as though. as though the universe 
is fucking with me, and i'm really 
fucking unhappy about it.

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These are the hard times. These
are my hard times, and they really suck.

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multi-factor authentication (MFA)

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I'm facing a number of real fucking challenges right now. This is shitty.

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ANALYZING VIDEO SELFIE

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The percolator sings
saying: coffee is the essence of the bean,
energizing those who caffeinate.

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Kenneth Larot Yamat

@KennethLYamat
·3s

Notes from Arlington, Texas # 38 The percolator sings saying: coffee is the essence of the bean, energizing those who caffeinate. #Haiku #YukioMishima





Kenneth Larot Yamat

@KennethLYamat
·26s

The percolator sings saying: coffee is the essence of the bean, energizing those who caffeinate. #Haiku #YukioMishima





Kenneth Larot Yamat

@KennethLYamat
·May 14

... and, in that vein, I guess I should no longer refer to my 7.5 inch Dong Johnson as a form of currency, even though it's definitely a 7.5 inch money maker! #inflation #filipinodollar #filipinopeso #filipinodong #filipinowang #filipinorouble

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