I have no idea what kind of position to be looking for. I really want to take a nap right now. I don't know what's going to happen as far as work goes. I have to remember that this could be an opportunity to do something new, and, that's something I should look forward to. I don't have a resume. I haven't been to an interview in forever. I don't know where to begin. This is a nightmare. I was able to track down some old files on an older laptop that I have. I don't know why this older laptop is so slow, I bought it last year, but from the very beginning it just didn't work very quickly. Moving the files took about an hour, and I want to say that the total number of files was around 20,000 at maybe 200 GB, and I really don't think that's a lot of stuff to move, it was just from my computers internal storage to an external storage device. an hour. really.
Not really feeling all that fabulous. I've been using some of the dating apps again, but, being on those things makes me unhappy more often than it makes me happy. They depress me more than they elevate my mood in any way. This dating app stuff really makes me unhappy, and maybe that's the whole idea. I don't want to do it, I want to get off these dating apps, and I think that I will.
Working and and reworking some of my course projects turned out to be very enjoyable. I think that I took it in one direction, and then wanted to go back and take it in a slightly different direction. I want to continue to try a few things, but we are already moving on to new things, and I still want to play around with it. I think that if I started on it sooner, than I could have spent more time playing around with it, but I more or less just started on it this morning.
There are 3 copyright registrations pending, and 1 trademark registration pending for Chestnut + Hazel. This should be kind of cool. I'm really unhappy about all the dating app stuff. I really want to delete these things. I'm not happy with them. I don't know what to do with them, mothball them maybe. I'm really not feeling well, at all, everything is just a total nightmare. dread. everything. is not going well. I don't know what on earth to do about work. My inclination is to wait until I'm canned before I do any job search kind of stuff. My suspension ends on August 8th, and at that point I'll know if I'm going to get canned, or if I'm going to go back to work. I haven't done well in the 8 or whatever weeks I've been at this new location.
and it's not like starting today with any job search is really going to give me any kind of advantage. 3 or 4 days or whatever is not a huge head start.
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