I'm trying to figure out where to start. I'm thinking that I should look at a number of positions, and seeing what qualifications are required, and then seeing what kind of educational or technical or vocational training I need. I'm really kind of averse to working during the day.
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It's Thursday, almost midnight, and I didn't do a damn thing with my day. I had a weird incident with my Steam gaming account where I had to change my password, which was irritating. but um. i love my new password. it makes my heart melt. haha. I guess I did a few things today, but nothing really material. I went to the grocery store and bought pizza rolls. I thought about going to a buffet, not the same one I go to all the time, the one just down the street, but I thought about going to one somewhere in Las Vegas, somewhere on the strip, or in Chinatown or somewhere, I don't know.
I usually delete emails as soon as I read them, but I was letting my email inbox kind of fill up because there were a few things that I wanted to read in-depth, most of these are newsletters, and some are kind of marketing emails, but I kind of wanted to catch up on things. So many things are distractions, and kind of useless.
Facebook memories. I saw this video of me walking to work back when I was living in Cameron, Missouri. One thing that's funny, not really related to the video or anything, but kind of because I was walking to work and I worked at a hotel, one of the things that is funny is that considering how long I worked at a hotel, that sometimes during my road trips I would try to get a room kind of early in the morning, and check-in is usually sometime later in the early afternoon, and, I would usually try to get a room early in the morning because I would be driving through the night, then I'd be tired in the morning. It's hot during the day, and I really don't like being out during the day doing anything.
Today is now Friday, and I should do something. Something useful. I don't really want to do anything like go out or whatever. I've become less interested in socializing. I've never been really into it anyway.
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I have the rest of the day off, Thursday, and I have Friday off.
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I left work a few hours early today. I was having issues with my computer, and after restarting the thing several times and logging in and out, and even switching computers, I realized that the issue was with my credentials or something, and not my computer. It's only ever me. So I went to Dotty's and had a few drinks and some bar food, then I went to the Cannery and had some more food. Then I went home and napped, I got back home at around the time I would have normally gotten home had I not left early.
Going out of town is sort of out of the question, I mean, at least today anyway. I signed up for a half shift for midnight Thursday, and I'm somewhat irritated because I left 2 hours early, and I signed up for a half shift, which if 5 hours, or five and a half, and like, I'm really only getting ahead by 3 hours this week, and at the same time, I'm already behind by 2 hours. Like I'm already behind by 2 hours, and I'm only going to get ahead by 3 hours. Well, 4.5 hours since those are overtime hours.
I have to remember to look into some kind of educational program, technical training, or second job.
I don't really want to go anywhere. I can't really think of where to go. and I'm also not really sure what I would do. I'm still focusing on paying down my credit cards, but it wouldn't really break the bank to go somewhere. or do something.
Sometimes when I go out to eat I have this desire or something to eat something real, but sometimes it's clearly something from a bag from the frozen foods section of the grocery store.
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Well, there were a few things. One is that I got my meningitis vaccine. Fucking expensive. Really fucking expensive. I paid out of pocket. Really fucking expensive. Jesus. I don't really know.
I paid out of pocket. This is from Sanford Street 401. I paid out of pocket because I don't think that I was working at the time. I was going back to college and this was. This was during the few months leading up going to UT Arlington.
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