remember the citrus

This is where the things 
that you think that you 
remember turn out to be 
memories that you yourself invented

You enjoyed the taste of
the lemonade but really
what you drank was orange 
juice and you think that you
tasted citrus but you really enjoyed 
the taste of oranges and not 
lemons

She told you to drink from the tap
like a man, but you just really weren't 
into that, you really didn't want to drink
from the tap, you are okay drinking from
the fountain you are okay when you drink
fountain drinks but you are not okay
drinking from the tap

Lemonade does not come from
the tap, even when the tap is loaded
with lemonade,

lemonade only comes from the soda
fountain, even though lemonade is not
soda

we can be friends
actually we can't even
be friends 
you're just too fucking weird

you do weird shit and i 
don't want to be associated
with you in 
anyway

These wilted flowers shedding 
petals blissfully in the sad faced sun.
at the beach lips on both sides
of the lips on both sides of the
wilted flowers shedding raindrops
blissfully in the morning sun i want
to say something original but i can't
think of anything original to say

she was clowning on me she was
picking on me or poking fun at me
and i didn't even realize it, but I'm 
sure it was totally harmless and 
maybe even well intentioned

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