Letters from Sanford Street

I would like to think

that you found something

Back Home, September 9th, 2022

and I would like to think that you

discovered something new

but she overdosed.

Back Home, September 9th, 2022

i dont know what happened the other day. but i seemed to have irritated the bartender at this pizza place i went to. i really didn't understand what happened.

she seemed upset about something. she said that she wanted me to leave. so i paid and left.

a guy chased after me, and said: "No one here thinks that's funny."

and i still have no idea what i did, or what offense i committed.

i remember, i asked where the basil was, and a woman behind me said:

"the toppings are placed underneath the cheese here."

and i responded: "you're right about that, i've eaten here before."

and then i just sort of went at it with my pizza,

and then the bartender became upset.

my nails were dirty, really dirty, and i was eating two slices of pizza at a time. like a pig.

and maybe that was the thing, she was irritated that i was eating like a pig.

but.

i think that i was eating with a fork and knife first, and then

i started eating with my hands.

maybe i should just change my major or something.

i really fucking wanted to go to school, but, i don't really know what the hell to do.

...

...

...