Notes from Arlington, Texas # 59

alright, here it goes:

life should be easy, if it's not easy, try to make it easy, i just can't believe how difficult everything is right now. for me. i can't believe the fucking. struggles i'm facing. i can't fucking believe that my life isn't easier than it is. i don't know why my life is difficult, and why it seems to be getting more difficult.

i really don't know why life has to be difficult. why? life should be easy.

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Objectives

My life is difficult, and full of challenges. I want to have a life that is easy, and void of any challenges.

My objective in life, is to have an easy life.

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Education
    - UTA: Student Loans and Financial Aid
    - UTA: Internships
    - UTA: University Career Resources
    - Equipment: Computer
Publishing
    - Copyrights: indefinite hiatus
    - Copyrights: innocuous posts
    - Copyrights: Letters from Sanford Street
Domestic & Personal
    - Vehicle Registration

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Let's think about this. my life is difficult right now. as far as i can tell, my income is going to be only slightly above my living expenses. i also don't anticipate my life getting easier. my life has never become easier. it's only ever become more difficult.

my expected income for the next 12 months is only slightly higher than my expected expenses for the same time period.

to me, this means the next 12 months are going to be a total fucking waste of time.

unless I get accepted, admitted, and enrolled at UTA, and complete the program, and get the degree.

fucking nightmare.

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Oh, I actually didn't use the word admitted incorrectly. I used the phrase "accepted, but never attended" so. I didn't use the word "admitted" incorrectly, because i didn't use the word "admitted"

I fucking hate quotation marks.

anyway, maybe I used admitted in my educational objectives essay incorrectly. I'm not going to worry about it right now.

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Review and Research Options for a 

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Let me think. Okay. another thing. I'm not going to worry about electives right now. I'll figure that out later as well.

    - Electives: Spanish
    - Electives: Mathematics
            - Data Science
            - Statistics
            - Insurance
            - Accounting
    - Electives: Programming
            - Information Systems
            - Industrial & Manufacturing Systems
            - Computer Science
            - Communications Technology
            - Business Analytics
    - Electives: Finance Outside of Finance 
            - Urban Design
            - Real Estate
            - Landscape Architecture
            - Interior Design
            - Insurance
            - Architecture
            - Economics
            - City & Regional Planning

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So I guess I've been using the word admitted incorrectly. Idiot. Anyway. I uploaded this email from UNLV to be included in my UTA application, and this might be the end of the application process. So. Yeah, I don't really know what else to do right now. Let me think. From the context of the situation, acceptance is a kind of invitation to enroll. i guess. and admitted is when you're in. so accepted and admitted are two different things. idiot.

well. yeah. i guess i can butt hurt for a few hours.

"To Whom It May Concern: Kenneth Yamat (DoB: 08/14/1987) is not and has never been an admitted student of University of Nevada Las Vegas. The student admissions application was cancelled. As of this date, the student has never enrolled or attended any classes at the University of Nevada, Las Vegas. The student has not earned any college credit at the university. If you have any other questions, please feel free to contact me."

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Anyway. I figured out how to deal with that issue. I just created a filter so that they never show up in my mailbox again.

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My life is just too difficult right now for me to do anything other than hang tight and see what happens next. I can't do anything. I can't do anything like start a company, or anything like that.

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I got another email from Viator, Inc. requesting that I update this or that to comply with new legal requirements or whatever, but this only applies to people who own a tour company, and I don't own a tour company, so it doesn't apply to me.

I thought briefly about starting one, but I just don't see how this would work, so I won't be starting one.

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The only thing that makes sense for me to do right now is wait until UTA makes a decision on my application. There's really nothing else that I can do, and no other course of action really makes any sense what so ever.

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My life is difficult right now. Everything is more or less on pause until thing get easier, and they more or less never get easier.

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Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
3h
The most eerie aspect of the recent mass tragedies is that they seem to correspond to six help wanted ads posted on the illicit internet or dark web posted by Vladimir Nikita Stalin:

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Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
3h
The most eerie aspect of the recent mass tragedies is that these seem to correspond to six help wanted ads posted on the illicit internet or dark web posted by Vladimir Nikita Stalin:

evil666doers666unite666. onion / ru / lat666lon666/ bounty 666coins / luv666vladimir666putin666
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
3h
The most eerie aspect of the recent mass tragedies is that these seem to correspond to six help wanted ads posted on the dark web / illicit internet posted by Vladimir Nikita Stalin:

evil666doers666unite666. onion / ru / lat666lon666/ bounty 666coins / luv666vladimir666putin666

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I didn't go to bunriths funeral. not because i didn't care to go or because i thought that i
had more important things to do. but. the issue was that i didn't want to go back
to the bay area. i was fucking homeless my last few months there, and even though
i don't feel like my life was totally bad during those months of homelessness. i just
harbored a hell of a lot of resentment for the way that things went.

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notes and reflections

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Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
3h
The most eerie aspect of the recent mass tragedies is that these seem to correspond to six help wanted ads posted on the dark web / illicit internet posted by Vladimir Nikita Stalin:

evil666doers666unite666. onion / ru / lat666lon666bounty /666coins / luv666vladimir666putin666
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
3h
The most eerie aspect of the recent mass tragedies is that these seem to correspond to six help wanted ads posted on the dark web / illicit internet posted by Vladimir Nikita Stalin:

evil666doers666unite!666. onion / lat122lon666bounty .666coins / luv666vladimir666putin666
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
3h

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๐Ÿค–What powerful but 
unrecorded race๐Ÿ‘ฝ
๐ŸจOnce dwelt in that 
annihilated place๐Ÿ—ฟ

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#variationonathemebyhoracesmith
#bykennethlarotyamatfor
#DanishCookieUXorious
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
3h
๐Ÿค–๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ‘ฝ๐Ÿต๐Ÿผ๐Ÿธ๐Ÿจ
๐Ÿ‰๐Ÿข๐Ÿ’๐Ÿฆž๐Ÿฆ€๐Ÿฆ‘๐Ÿ™
๐Ÿฆ‚๐Ÿฆ—๐Ÿœ๐Ÿž๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿ—ฟ๐Ÿ‘ป

๐Ÿš️๐ŸŽฑ♟️๐Ÿ‘พ๐Ÿ”ซ

๐Ÿฅ‡๐Ÿšฟ๐Ÿ…๐Ÿšฟ๐Ÿ‹๐Ÿšฟ
๐ŸŒ•๐Ÿšฟ✉️๐Ÿšฟ๐Ÿ“€๐Ÿšฟ

๐Ÿค๐Ÿฅ–๐Ÿงฎ๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ—œ️๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ”ฉ
๐ŸŒฝ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿฅ’๐Ÿ“๐Ÿฅ•๐Ÿ“ท๐ŸŒถ️

#DanishCookieUXorious
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
3h
๐Ÿค–๐Ÿ‘ฝ๐Ÿจ๐Ÿ—ฟ
๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ‘ป⚙️๐Ÿ’€

#DanishCookieUXorious
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
4h
๐Ÿค–๐Ÿ‘ฝ๐Ÿจ๐Ÿ—ฟ๐Ÿ““๐Ÿ‘ป⚙️

#DanishCookieUXorious
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
4h
๐Ÿค–What powerful but 
unrecorded race๐Ÿ‘ฝ
๐ŸจOnce dwelt in that 
annihilated place๐Ÿ—ฟ

#DanishCookieUXorious

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How is computer science
different from software

notes
programming language
software and electrical 
computer stuff
design

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what were some of the things.

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Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
4m
Do you approve of Supreme Court Justice Sonia Sotomayor?
Yes
1%
no
0%
0 votes
·
4 minutes left

in fact. i want to clerk for Justice Sotomayor, and when I'm on the supreme court, i'll opine conservative views with more bravado than Scalia, AND take Sotomayor to the Ballet!
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
6m
Do you approve of Supreme Court Justice Sonia Sotomayor?
Yes
0%
no
0%
0 votes
·
Final results
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
19m
If the Druidic Council approves reimbursement for marijuana, I want to submit medical expense reports for medicinal blow-jobs. You wouldn't believe how therapeutic blow-jobs can be. 

#pontifexmaximus
#druidiccouncil
#writofcertiorari

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Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
3m
I would also like to be reimbursed for the medicinal grade hand-jobs that I've been giving myself. Usually about 10 or so per day, but sometimes more, and I only charge 39 USD per session, and I'm a licensed Hand-Job Therapist!

#pontifexmaximus
#druidiccouncil
#writofcertiorari
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
42s
If the Druidic Council approves reimbursement for Marijuana, I want to submit medical expense reports for medicinal blowjobs. You wouldn't believe how therapeutic blowjobs can be. 

#pontifexmaximus
#druidiccouncil
#writofcertiorari
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
6m
I would also like to be reimbursed for the medicinal grade hand-jobs that I've been giving myself. Usually about 10 or so per day, but sometimes more, and I only charge 39 USD per session. and I'm a fucking licensed Hand-Job Therapist!

#pontifexmaximus
#druidiccouncil
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat
·
6m
I would also like to be reimbursed for the medicinal grade hand-jobs that I've been giving myself. Usually about 10 or so per day, but sometimes more, and I only charge 39 USD per session. and I'm a fucking licensed Hand-Job Therapist!

#pontifexmaximus
Kenneth Larot Yamat
@KennethLYamat

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