Letters from Sanford Street # 506

I'm sure that I offended somebody, somewhere, at some point, I just have no idea what's going on with my life right now, and why nearly everything is kind of garbage right now.

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Let's see, I went to the UPS store to return my equipment from my previous application to the ATA SDE program. I ended up eating at Shell Shack, and, I honestly spent more than I wanted to. I really have to watch the fuck out because I'm really in a precarious position financially right now. I really wasn't even that hungry in the first place. Nothing I ordered was really all that expensive, the issue is that I ordered a whole bunch of cheap stuff.

On the one hand, I know that I need to be prudent with my money, on the other hand, maybe the world is going to end, and, the prudent thing to do would be to enjoy my money, but then again, maybe everything will be fine. Or maybe it won't. Who knows.

I'm still a little bit unhappy, and a little bit frustrated with things right now. Frustrated with the way that things are going for me. I really anticipate this year being tough, but, when I think about it, I don't think I ever really had an easy year.

I think that. Sometimes, when life is easy for me, or, when I'm happy with things, or, when I'm satisfied with things, or whatever, I think that the Universe wants to wipe the grin off my face, or wipe the smirk off my face, or whatever.